I’ve been meaning to write for about a week now. Time just seems to escape me. The older I get, the quicker time seems to fly. Mum always said it seems to go faster once you’re past 21. She wasn’t wrong!
Things had been going reasonably well for Ryan with his new fiancée, in fact they still are, I’m assuming… He was on a video call to her this evening when her mother decided to send my son a message on facebook basically trying to guilt him into doing what she wants re: their wedding. Now, I don’t mind telling you, there’s a whole heap of shit going on there!
Firstly, the girlfriend’s sister is getting married this year, and the parents have told the girlfriend that she’s got to wait two years after her sister’s wedding before she can get married. And it must be in church. And she has to wear mother’s wedding dress (which she absolutely hates if I’m honest about it). All of this wouldn’t be so bad but the sister is two years younger than the girlfriend who I’ll just refer to as “B” from here on in as the whole girlfriend/fiancée thing could get confusing. Anyway, I don’t think that’s fair on B as, being older, her child-bearing years are ahead of her sister’s (R) and making her wait could be the difference between having kids and not, or having complications which would have been avoided.
B’s father, M, casually suggested that they run off to Gretna Green – which they’re seriously considering due to mother’s (J) behaviour lately. Now J is trying to guilt Ryan into feeling bad about that register office wedding idea – well, he just blew up at her tonight. And deservedly so in my opinion. The woman seems to spout Christianity and yet behaves in the most unchristian manner possible! I don’t recall anyone mentioning how she goes to church every week but she’s capable of going out shopping and to her craft evenings.
Since Ryan has been visiting their house, and sometimes staying over, he has cleared and cleaned and waited on mother hand and foot – and she’s let him. And, it seems, that behind his back she has been criticising him in a rather nasty fashion. So the argument today came as no surprise. She’s been trying to bully B into staying at home and even going so far as to say that when she’s retirement age (currently 50) they can all move away to somewhere better. Well, by the time she’s retirement age, B will be into her forties! How unfair and, frankly, unrealistic is that? I despair.
Mother subsequently turned on the old waterworks – which never work on men do they? Ryan snapped. He wasn’t really rude or nasty, he just told her to save it because he’s not interested. Fair enough. And then she blocked him on messenger which I’m really glad about. She doesn’t seem capable of appropriate behaviour. I told him yesterday that the way she keeps contacting him behind B’s back is not really right. Of course it’s right to maintain a social connection, as I do with B, but I don’t go running to her when something happens between them that I don’t agree with. That’s partly because Ryan thinks a lot like I do – as in, we’re on the same wavelength. I don’t tell him what to think, he makes up his own mind.
Of course, this led to Ryan getting angry and B getting upset. M seemed a bit more calm about it all and J can just go and do one as far as I’m concerned. Some time in the last week she has implied that Ryan would be aggressive to B and would hurt her physically – just because he’s got a bit of a temper. I mean, the two just don’t equate. Yes, he knows he’s got an anger issue (thanks to his father) but he also knows how to deal with it and it never, I repeat, NEVER results in anyone getting physically hurt. I, on the other hand, wouldn’t tolerate her talking about me like that* and I would likely want to slap her. Which is why it’s probably best if I don’t actually meet her. I know I wouldn’t be able to contain my anger at her ridiculous assumptions. She has barely bothered to get to know my son, beyond him running around after her at her whim.
Needless to say the video call ended abruptly. I don’t know how B is feeling. They’re her family so she must deal with them since she’s living under their roof. And I do feel for her. I’ve been under that roof and I can tell you it’s no picnic! The parents should be thoroughly ashamed for the environment they’re expecting their daughter to live in*.
B has been staying here for a few days and she’s lovely to have around. She’s kind, thoughtful and capable. And she’s got a lovely giggly nature. She’s calm and not at all argumentative. I don’t mind telling you, she’s like a breath of fresh air around the place. And she makes Ryan happy. Her family – well, really just her mother – make everyone’s life a misery – including mine (and I’ve only seen her on video call). I’ve met her dad. He seems quite laid back and loves jokes. He cooks good food but never clears up after himself. He works so probably expects the women of the house to do stuff while he’s out. B tries but J uses her illness (MS) to get out of doing anything she doesn’t want to. She doesn’t really do anything for herself (probably why she’s being the way she is with B since she has to do it all) unless it’s something she wants to do. She’s capable of going to concerts and, as mentioned, going shopping and socialising in other ways but does nothing around the house. B tries her best but, since she met Ryan, has realised there’s more to life than looking after someone who could, but won’t, do things for herself.
I have my own issues to deal with health-wise. B was brilliant when we went out shopping and I needed to go to the loo. I’ve been having a fibromyalgia flare up this week so I’m a bit clumsy and wobbly. She walked with me, supporting me and she didn’t have to do that. I didn’t ask for her help but she offered it and I accepted. She also took charge when one of our cats misjudged his landing and basically tore my hand open with his claws. I found out afterwards that she doesn’t deal too well with blood but I wouldn’t have known by the selfless way she helped me get it cleaned up – and even put the healing ointment on it for me.
As I said, she’s a lovely girl who’s had a pretty rotten life so far by all accounts. Sister is the golden child – and it shows! It’s very sad to see them being treated so differently. She’s got a good heart and a fantastic personality. Her mother said, this evening, that if she went ahead and got married in a register office, she would refuse to call B her daughter any more. I mean, REALLY? Just how nasty and controlling can you get? B definitely deserves better than that! And she gets treated better here, by me as well as Ryan. So much so that we joked we’d need a truck load of Vaseline to get her back into the car to go home. She’s even called our house “home” and that, I don’t mind telling you, means a lot to me. I’m glad she feels comfortable being here. It’s a respite from being Cinderella because we treat her like a princess.
I can only hope that this relationship survives all the nastiness being thrown at it by a jealous and petty individual too selfish to see that her daughter deserves a life of her own and to be happy with her choices.
And I know that’s turned into a bit of a rant but that’s what happens when I need to vent my frustrations. Ryan, on the other hand, just does what he’s done tonight… fall asleep halfway through his dinner!
I had intended to publish this post yesterday but I had a message from B and I guessed she’d want to talk. So I took some time out to have a chat with her and I’m glad I did. She was, understandably, upset at what her mother had said to her and probably just as, if not more so, upset that she hadn’t had an apology for the nasty words. We had a long chat about all sorts of things and after about an hour and a half she was getting tired so we said our goodnights. I collected the dinner things, including Ryan’s still half eaten meal and went to the kitchen to make his lunch for work tomorrow. That is, until I realised I didn’t have enough bread. I was going to get some out of the freezer when I heard Ryan moving about so I got him to get it for me and I’ll do the sandwiches in a little while. Then fed the cats and sorted out more laundry. Ryan then headed to bed and I came back to finish this post. Only, as it’s already an epic, I think I’ll just draft another post for tomorrow – or later. I don’t know yet. It’s been one of those days.
* After our chat this evening, I’ve found out some things and apparently it’s me that’s controlling – I just laughed, I can hardly control myself let alone anyone else. And the things I found out about the living conditions would make you cringe. Definitely best if I don’t come face to face with J for a long while yet.